Being someone with so many passions (YouTube, blogging, writing, photography), that's what I put the majority of my time, energy and effort into. Throw an anxiety disorder and a relationship into the equation, on top of school, and that is just a whole lot of hectic.
Personally, I have been working with online networks and on hobbies since the age of 11, so those are always a first in my opinion.
Now, bringing boys into the mix, I lose focus of things. Insecurity and balancing problems become huge factors in this. I already have problems penciling in social time with friends so you must imagine penciling in a relationship, it's pretty difficult.
On top of these, I forgot to love myself. First and foremost, making time for myself wasn't a priority and that was a big mistake. When you lose that thought process of loving yourself, you get more and more insecure. Those texts not coming in for three to four days gave me so much anxiety, I was slipping through the cracks.
Having an anxiety disorder, I suffer from panic attacks, constant fear and the anxiousness of losing people or even my sanity.
That all being said, the biggest piece of advice that can be said from someone who unintentionally puts everyone and everything before herself, is to love yourself and find 'me time'. That me time can make a big difference. How are you to help others when you're not taking care of and helping yourself?
Much love to you all and I deeply apologize for the crazy posting schedules lately, they'll be back in order very soon.
Love you so much and be sure to check out my links! xx
Bye!
